I was having a pretty hard time thinking of something I hate. It’s such a strong word. When I started trying to find something, I realized that most things were just annoyances. I thought about slow-driving people in the fast lane, cruel people, disgusting smells.
For the past few nights we have been trying to get Allison on a good bedtime schedule*.
That’s when I realized, this is what I hate. Stupid ass** feelings of inadequecy, guilt, and second-guessing as a parent. Sure you can never be positive that you are doing things the right way. You can only do what you think is best. That doesn’t stop your brain from thinking, “This is why in 5 years, we are going to look back and say, I wish I had done X instead of Y.”
* Will be covered in the next post.
**I know I actually typed a curse word, but when you hate something you are allowed to swear, right?
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